make a sorta early post for the day seeing I'm just feeling off

today, hm didn't watch transformers, kei had fever so, hope son's ok by tmr

hm, wanna catch a few films but the coming week...gah, prob when I'm not doing proj or smth

earlier, went with family out for lunch and stuff, then I went with my 2 sis's to tampines to get stuff

elder sis picked a navy blue and white striped sorta hoodie thingy for me, so I bought it, couldn't find a new belt that I want though. prob gonna head to town area when I'm free to find. saw an ok one at tm's 77th st but it was last piece and had scratches dang.

pretty much sums up the parts of the day other than the stuff that makes no sense blogging down.

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I've lost all meaning in things, if I'm not just repeating that, but, I really did, feeling just feeble now

call me stupid, call me annoying, maybe I'm a retard for actually still holding on while on my own, feeling like shit just on my end.

but its a love I can't let go